Thanksssssss  You

Why u're smart coz this is the reason.
Why u're right coz i hv observed here.
Why u're nice coz u give me a hand.
But u can't pretend coz god only one.
But u can be my DJ coz i'll share with u...

ps:Thankssssssssss!!!!! 

Now i'm ok...Don't worry coz i'm a clever girl u know

2009 start ...

Now is 06/Jan/2009 1:00a.m. i can't sleep tonite ..Don't know y i suddenly open xanga and wanna type here. And don't know when i start to write this stuff in xanga...started from secondary sch?? i forget ..may be !! Sometime when i 'm happy or unhappy ,i 'll mark this down in here when i wanna..This also don't know y i'll do that ..Is follow somebody ? or wanna share with fds ? or tell my god ? or tell myself? i dunno really ...Just wanna write here..But i'm strange all my stuffs here mainly were upset... And tonight , i'm the same ..Sth happen in my family tonite..when i know, i'm perform to very calm ..I'm very cool girl~ i ask myself y i always very strong & seem like nth toward everybody ! Am i crazy ? I'm so scared ...i'm so care but i dunno how to express..Sometime i feel the world is very terrible ..Sometime i dunno who am i... Sometime i can't see my way of future.. Sometime i hate myself ..Sometime i feel so confuse...I'm so scared ...i wanna chat with my fds but i can't ..i'm so scared ...i dunno who i can talk to ..i ask my god but seem like didn't hear my voice ....i'm so scared ...so i talk to myself then tears welled up in my eyes...I dunno what am i saying? But i know i still hv to work tommrrow ...No one can help me ..only myself i know ! Perhaps i should go to bed now..may be i'll see my god in my dream ! Btw...i love my parent..my family ..and  love u all my fds those who are love me ! I'll value ....

<<ELIZABETH TOWN>>..

I was surprised appear no.8 typhoon when i worked in office yesterday ..bcoz i just typing sth here and said that my god never permit me to be lazy in the morning..haha.. Then typhoon came on in the afternoon when i was very busy on my work. God seem to see and hear me so hard working like a crazy girl ..he help me !! thanksss you very much ! aiii.....due to only myself handled sth yesterday - -!so poor!! Thanks once again !!

So that i was very happy and free yesterday. I didn't need to do the rotten job and I didn't want to waste my half day off . Then i enjoyed watching a movie . Its name call <<ELIZABETH TOWN>>.. It is an old movie lu..published in 2005 but it's worthy to be see !The hero is very handsome and attractive to me . The heroine guite pretty and hv character.. The movie said that " love is a trip ". I think that love is not only man and woman fall in love ..may be is u & ur family or with ur fds more and more. I agree and feel a little bit regret that i didn't watch it early . Anyway it 's not too late! I can learn and get sth when i watch movies everytime. The heroine is very special . She use her journey experience to teach the hero whose is a designer and failure in his one fateful day .Finally she teach him what her mean to live and love along the way to make the hero recover his new life. 

At the moment , now is 6:53 a.m. ! so early wake up and don't why i hv good mood in the morning ...i watch tv and now still hv typhoon ...hahaa...i don't care it due to i know 8 typhoon is impossible .. and my god never permit me to be lazy ...= =" ...i always work ...this is not only my feeling ..someone told me that i hv to work everyday ka ma ..hahaha...come on ,guy! i hv 1 day day off ..please !!   Just i see my xanga..i didn't write it for a long time and the last time writing in June last yr... Wa...where i 'm and what i do this yr - -??  it's possible that i 'm sure the answer is work & study ..I'm happy i can face myself once again ..It was good i met lot of fds this yr but i miss old fd more... so that i 'm promise if i 'm free ..Let's go out to hv fun together! Um..i 'm expect one of movie call "step up 2" .oh...it's very attractive me that i love dancing very much! so"gang" !!  wa..too late now..i hv to eat very tasty breakfast later  ~~~

Now is 12: 40 a.m. saturday la....Ahi.....thinking need to work tommrrow..wanna fight guys= ="

Suddenly I wanna go to beach in the morning tommrrow really ...see the blue sky ..and singing loudly ..so free ..

Shit............cannot in this moment long long time ....so grey...i need to go to bed ......^__________^